Sometimes I can't help but thinking how i wish i had a best friend (male) erm a bosom friend, since childhood, young, same class till adolescence... My gosh, so ungrateful, as if I dun have great great, unbelievably good frens around me. I have a lot (thanks guys) of them, and they are real "fantabulous". Just wished at times to have one i can called out anytime of the day or nite, go anywhere his house, my house, a rendezvouz ( no gf mar, so rely on each other dulu lah). A companion, can talk anything wif.. literally anything. coz to me, there's still stuffs that u can talk more comfortably with the same gender compared to the opposite sex.
Where I fail? Being a good fren to all of them... I admit in past friendships or even now some of them, me not good fren at all... I take but I dun giv much...I speak like (as) a self-centered person... Being that one true fren that have most of the qualities a fren shuld hav... The hardest lesson of all or experience, makes me more so aware and careful now when i start getting good frens again. it makes making good friends, better rapport hard, coz I'm more so afraid then ever to make the same mistakes again. But somehow or rather I'm like starting to get in the same path again consciously but now more so cautiously.
Yeah, I fail but still learning. It's weird coz these qualities are like wat ppl, normal humans would have in them. But I'm still trying to learn ( a green horn, learnt this from a fren in college)
Friends huh... Again I'm really blessed to have all these great ppl around me. Thank you... Thank God. Happy CNY ^^ may all of you be happy and healthy... And ur dreams come true.
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