Singing

Presented a song for Ibu Zain PAP Celebration 2011...
Wanted a song that has erm chinese feel to it
Chose 潇洒走一回， but there is this long instrumental part in the middle, i dunno wat to do. Initially got help for ppl to dance during that part( thanks a lot) but coz it's a bit hard on them, so I say I'll change song...
Choosing songs to sing is mad job for me...
Struggle to choose a song, those good frens who are Jay Chou's fans suggested a number of his songs. I'm not a fan, dun listen much to his songs, not familiar wif his style, most importantly dunno how to sing his songs; there's them who are his fans, listen and memorised his songs, so familiar wif his style and noe exactly how to sing them WELL... So, it's weird who would be better suited to perform his song? U say?
So got stressd up over wat song to sing... God, stressd up over singing, after all these years of singing... Then an idea to combine three songs ( a medley) AHA!!!
潇洒走一回, The Greatest Love of all, Gemilang !!! 1 Malaysia! this seem great, all I have to do is combine the minus one together... And I got it done rite b4 rehearsals. Great.
Then, these 3 songs needed "iron lungs".. me tak ada itu ah!!! boleh nyanyi sampai gemilang 1st chorus, the last chorus I need back up and oxygen tank would be a great help... So stress again. change song
Frens were very supportive 千里之外， 发如雪， 菊花台 and many more... one more day to the nite... gosh memorise the lyrics and the song... wich to choose. break down, u all can sing these songs better than me lah, Kenapa u all dun wanna go perform T,T after trying 千里之外 for some time, change to 发如雪... here come hell!
I plugged my ears till it hurts and almost 18 hours non stop playing this same song... I was trying darn darn darn hard to memorise the lyrics... and gosh, it's only repetition and yet i cant remember. till the very evening rite b4 the celebration, i still cant get them rite. Frustnya... I start hating Jay even more since then... sry
when it's performance time, guess wat... I mumble the song thru... embarassing... haiz
but our PAP celebration was way good. the deco was fantastic, the lightings, the atmosphere, we have them all. Kudo's to all of the 1st years in Ibu Zain. We did a really good job!
So, nvr in my life singing brings me this much of stress and Jay, I wanna love you but, it just doesnt meant to be... sry
hahaha.. oh ya thanks to jet, bossie, mk and tinglee and others for being so helpful and supportive ^^